愛は暴風も揺すっられない
love could shake a hurricane
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 Stop fucking ignoring me 
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psycho
Since you like her, go to her instead.

I think

That

Would

Be 
Better?

Would it?
Would it solve everything?
Would it be good for me?
Would it liberate me?
Would it heal me?

Would it keep me?
Would it protect me from what I desire most?

Protect me, protect me
Protect me from what I desire the most

protégez-moi de ce que je désire
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second best
"You're still in love with Clara?"

"Haha. One and only."

"What if Clara goes for Yong?"

"Then... I'll have you."

The problem with texts are, you cannot hear the phenomenon of a shattered heart through that digital atmosphere.
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that's it
Okay I shall list the things what I don't like about myself here. So when I look back on my life, I shall see how stupid I am now. 

  • I am fat. I am 53kg, 166cm. And fat.
  • My thighs are like thunder. 
  • My legs are short. To add to the thunder thighs = shorter.
  • I am stupid.
  • I cannot think.
  • I give up easily.
  • I am not smart. My GPA is only 2.5.
  • I am stupid.
  • I am not witty.
  • I am ugly. My complexion is like shit. I didn't ask for it to be like that.
  • Why do I always have the losing end in everything?
  • I have small boobs.
  • I have dry hair that no matter what I do to it it doesn't listen.
  • I have flat feet.
  • I have ugly nails.
I hate myself.
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fake apology
Sometimes I wonder, what is the point of apologising after you've done something to someone and you know that it is going to hurt them?

Might as well not do the action and think for that person. I mean, isn't it true? Just tell the person, "Hey, I don't think this is beneficial and I don't think this is good" instead of doing something in a fit of anger and hurting them, and apologising after that.

I hate that kind of apology. It's like having a knife and you are angry at that person. You stab them in a fit of anger, knowing that it would hurt them, and when you see the blood flowing and you hear the scream of agony, you come back to your senses and apologise profusely and then send them to the hospital. They recover but the scar of what you have done would always be there. Some would recover from the emotional trauma, but some would see the scar and bear another grudge.

So just think of the consequences of the action before you do it. 

Have an others mentality.
Think for others.
We live for others, and not so much for ourselves.
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thankful
For you
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my pretty pretty boy
Before my mind goes crazy


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Actually, you don't really care about me, do you?
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take that
Because I'm inside your arms tonight
Don't be too hard on my emotions

Cause I need time
My heart is numb has no feeling
So while I'm still healing
Just try
And have a little patience

I really want to start over again
Know you want to be my salvation
The one where I can always depend

I'll try to be strong
Believe me I'm trying to move on
It's complicated but understand me
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I can't comprehend
Other people deserve you more than I do.
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