I think

That

Would

Be 

Better?

Would it?

Would it solve everything?

Would it be good for me?

Would it liberate me?

Would it heal me?

Would it keep me?

Would it protect me from what I desire most?

Protect me, protect me

Protect me from what I desire the most

"Haha. One and only."

"What if Clara goes for Yong?"

"Then... I'll have you."

The problem with texts are, you cannot hear the phenomenon of a shattered heart through that digital atmosphere.

Might as well not do the action and think for that person. I mean, isn't it true? Just tell the person, "Hey, I don't think this is beneficial and I don't think this is good" instead of doing something in a fit of anger and hurting them, and apologising after that.

I hate that kind of apology. It's like having a knife and you are angry at that person. You stab them in a fit of anger, knowing that it would hurt them, and when you see the blood flowing and you hear the scream of agony, you come back to your senses and apologise profusely and then send them to the hospital. They recover but the scar of what you have done would always be there. Some would recover from the emotional trauma, but some would see the scar and bear another grudge.

So just think of the consequences of the action before you do it. 

Have an others mentality.

Think for others.

We live for others, and not so much for ourselves.

Before my mind goes crazy

Don't be too hard on my emotions

Cause I need time

My heart is numb has no feeling

So while I'm still healing

Just try

And have a little patience

I really want to start over again

Know you want to be my salvation

The one where I can always depend

I'll try to be strong

Believe me I'm trying to move on

It's complicated but understand me